Isn't this supposed to be fun?

Who said rediscovery was going to be fun or easy?  I have spent the past several days searching catalogs, looking for self-discovery books, writing in my journal and talking to friends about what's next.  Let's just say there is a lot of happiness to be found in the mundane of your current reality.  Recreating yourself is a tremendous amount of work,  I truly believe a nap may be in order.