When does someone else's truth become your reality?

Who has the correct perspective?  We tell our stories filtered through our experiences and who we are is shaped gradually or so I thought.

Existing within a Funk

Sometimes the everyday is overwhelming and habit forming.

As the world appears to be spinning faster and faster, I swear I just put all my Christmas decorations away, I just can't seem to catch a breath.  Every night as I place my head on my pillow I am shocked by the passing of another day.  And to my dismay, I don't ever seem to get past what had to be accomplished for that day in order to make it to the next day.  Nothing changes and everything changes.

I will look for the motivation to create something meaningful and fulfilling.  Ummmm, maybe...

Today, tomorrow and the next day, I will continue on my very personal quest seeking a cure for the mundane,  always open the joy and excitement I know exists and is well within my reach.  I will search for my purpose and I will promise to pay attention when "it" presents itself to me.

Hah, it looks as if I have something to focus on today, I will let you know how it goes.  Wish me luck, Cheers.

What's Stopping Me Now?

I currently have three awesome and viable projects that are calling my attention.  So why can't I seem to focus and do something?  I have overused the excuse "I don't have the time", because I know deep in my heart if I wanted to get it done I would find the time.  I certainly seem to find the time to spend hours commenting on and reading Facebook posts, while interesting, not at all productive.  And, I am happy to justify the hours I spend playing Bejeweled is necessary to relax.  I think I have a very serious personality flaw.

Is there a motivation vitamin out there somewhere?  I am longing for a magic button to push...

Anyone?