Feeling as though I am stuck in Kansas...

As another year comes quickly to a close,  I find myself frustrated and confused about the direction that is right for me.  I miss the creativity and forward thinking and of being on the cutting edge, I continue to feel stagnant and unproductive.  This is not a happy place.

Where is the excitement?  The color?  The feeling like you are making a difference?  That you are part of something bigger than yourself?

Living in Gratitude

I have found the situations, that on the surface, appear to be the most trying are the ones we should be the most grateful for.  We cannot grow, move forward, think of solutions when we are satisfied.

There are many wonderful things that will never be done if you do not do them. 
  Honorable Charles D. Gill

Let me introduce my new best friend, Refrigerator!

All this rediscovery is making me really hungry!  So far it seems, the only really deep realization I have discovered is that when you start looking at your life with honest reflection you get really hungry.

I must say this really sucks, why can't I turn to exercise instead?  At lease I would look really good while I move through this process.  Or cleaning, now there's a constructive thought.